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 I Made A Mistake by Charles Bukowski 
						I reached up into the top of the closetand took out a pair of blue panties
 and showed them to her and
 asked "are these yours?"
 and she looked and said,
 "no, those belong to a dog."
 she left after that and I haven't seen
 her since. she's not at her place.
 I keep going there, leaving notes stuck
 into the door. I go back and the notes
 are still there. I take the Maltese cross
 cut it down from my car mirror, tie it
 to her doorknob with a shoelace, leave
 a book of poems.
 when I go back the next night everything
 is still there.
 I keep searching the streets for that
 blood-wine battleship she drives
 with a weak battery, and the doors
 hanging from broken hinges.
 I drive around the streets
 an inch away from weeping,
 ashamed of my sentimentality and
 possible love.
 a confused old man driving in the rain
 wondering where the good luck
 went.
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