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 Imagining Defeat by David Berman 
						She woke me up at dawn,her suitcase like a little brown dog at her heels.
 
 I sat up and looked out the window
 at the snow falling in the stand of blackjack trees.
 
 A bus ticket in her hand.
 
 Then she brought something black up to her mouth,
 a plum I thought, but it was an asthma inhaler.
 
 I reached under the bed for my menthols
 and she asked if I ever thought of cancer.
 
 Yes, I said, but always as a tree way up ahead
 in the distance where it doesn't matter
 
 And I suppose a dead soul must look back at that tree,
 so far behind his wagon where it also doesn't matter.
 
 except as a memory of rest or water.
 
 Though to believe any of that, I thought,
 you have to accept the premise
 
 that she woke me up at all.
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