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 Being old in the game by Ivan Donn Carswell 
						It was a half-life that seemed like a genuine world wielding hard symbolism over those who ruled it; we
 lived vaguely in teen-easy ambivalence whilst our peers
 took their chances in ordered existence, wearing
 their office with pride and esteem. The guises we
 wore were a mask, a dream in denial of their system,
 its cachets, its legends, the grotesquely worn smiles.
 My pupils once told me I couldn’t be old,
 a cheering perception that held my success
 if I could read the lessons suggested unless
 they were joking. I asked, they giggled and said
 I could laugh, a sign that they knew was not fraught
 in old teachers. I aught to be pleased, I wanted to teach,
 and to teach meant to reach, to fathom the heart
 and the essence of each ingenious child.
 That teaching is sharing, puissantly bareing
 the soul, airing the weakness, and caring
 as bold in its basics as love is revealling;
 this is all done in an aegus of trust, a vapourous scroll
 much older than reason, It does take its toll, the treasonous
 must can sour in the vat and being old in the game
 is a sign of just that!
 © I.D. Carswell
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