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Emptying Town by Nick Flynn
I want to erase your footprints from my walls. Each pillow is thick with your reasons. Omens
fill the sidewalk below my window: a woman in a party hat, clinging to a tin-foil balloon. Shadows
creep slowly across the tar, someone yells, "Stop!" and I close my eyes. I can't watch
as this town slowly empties, leaving me strung between bon-voyages, like so many clothes on a line, the white handkerchief
stuck in my throat. You know the way Jesus
rips open his shirt to show us his heart, all flaming and thorny, the way he points to it. I'm afraid
the way I'll miss you will be this obvious.
I have a friend who everyone warns me is dangerous, he hides bloody images of Jesus around my house, for me to find
when I come home; Jesus behind the cupboard door, Jesus tucked
into the mirror. He wants to save me but we disagree from what. My version of hell is someone ripping open his shirt
and saying, Look what I did for you. . .
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