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If by Yahia Lababidi
If there were more than one of me I'd shave my head and grow my beard I'd be a Doctor of Theology
In great coat of myth, impermeable to ridicule I'd raise my voice and sing hymns to the Unknown god
Another me would come undone voluptuously submit to possessions, deliriously mate with night in vicious delight
I would be, in a word, unspeakable indulge an appetite artistically criminal gloriously indifferent to utter: ruin!
Yet another me would take to stage part animal, part angel in improbable outfit strike ecstatic pose and fuse with masses
Or perhaps, at last, renounce words and self occupy an eye, to better see in silent awe, peripherally
But, there is only this ambitious pen, and playpen fencing a mass of miscarriages trembling from time in unquiet blood
And I, with reluctant fidelity, am guardian looking over the restless, violent lot for fear of fratricide.
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