I Trust in You by Gary R. Ferris
Lord Sometimes these trials are hard to take,
And I want them to end so my heart wonâ€™t ache.
I donâ€™t know what Youâ€™re trying to do,
I only know that I trust in you.
My road has been long and very hard,
And has left my soul sorely scared.
I know You have a perfect will,
And sometimes I donâ€™t know the deal.
But my heart is troubled and I donâ€™t know,
Whether to stay or whether to go.
Sometimes Iâ€™m too blind to see,
Exactely whatâ€™s in store for me.
In the darkness I lie awake,
And wonder if Iâ€™ve made a mistake.
Why these troubles if I may ask,
And whatâ€™s ahead in my task.
Struggles and sorrow I have known,
Is it from the seeds Iâ€™ve sown?
Or are You simply guiding me,
To the place where I should be?
I donâ€™t know which way to go,
From storms Iâ€™m tossed to and fro.
I donâ€™t know which way is up,
Iâ€™m as scared as a newborn pup.
What will happen and when will it cease?
When will my soul be back at peace?
Your grace is sufficient everyday,
But for a speedy end I still pray.
I can not see with Your eyes,
All You do is a surprise.
Your mind and thoughts are not mine,
But I ask that You leave me not behind.
Show me peace and tenderly guide,
And make me not afraid and want to hide.
I donâ€™t know what You are trying to do,
All I know is that I trust in You.