ban all fires and places where people congregate to create comfort put an end to sleep good cooking and the delectation of wine tear lovers apart piss on the sun and moon degut all heavenly harmony strike out across the bitter ice and the poisonous marshes
make (if you dare) a better world
(b) expect poison from standing water (iii) lake erie why not as a joke one night pick up your bed and walk to washington – sleep your damned sleep in its streets so that one bright metallic morning it can wake up to the stench and fermentation of flesh the gutrot of nerves – the blood’s green effervescence so active your skin has a job to keep it all in
isn’t that what things with the palsy are supposed to do – lovely lake give the world the miracle it waits for what a laugh that would be
especially if washington lost its temper and screamed christ lake erie i don’t even know what to do with my own garbage
pollution is just one of those things
go on lake erie do it tonight
(c) drive your cart and your plow over the bones of the dead
(i) isn't the next one easter egg
i don't want to live any more in an old way
yes it is
to be a socialist wearing capitalism's cap a teacher in the shadow of a dead headmaster a tree using somebody else's old sap
i want to build my future out of new emotions to seek more than my own in a spring surround to move amongst people keen to move outwards putting love and ideas into fresh ground
who will come with me across this border not anywhere but in the bonds we make taking the old apart to find new order living ourselves boldly for each other's sake
then love is
if you ask me today what love is i should have to name the people i love and perhaps because it's spring and i cannot control the knife that's in me their names would surprise me as much as you
for years i have assumed that love is bloody a thing locked up in house and a family tree but suddenly its ache goes out beyond me and the first love is greater for the new
this year more than any other the winter has savaged my deepest roots and the easter sun is banging hard against the window the arms of my loves are flowering widely and over the fields a new definition is running
even though the streets we walk cannot be altered and faces there are that will not understand we have a sun born of our mutual longings whose shine is a hard fact - love is a new land
new spartans
i haven't felt this young for twenty years yesterday i felt twenty years older then i had the curtains drawn over recluse fears today the sun comes in and instantly it's colder
must shave and get dressed - i'm being nagged to shove my suspicions in a corner and get out what use the sun if being plagued with new life i can't throw off this centrally-heated doubt
accept people with ice in their brows are the new spartans - they wait shall i go with them indoor delights that slowly breed into lies need to be dumped out of doors - and paralysis with them
no leave it there's still one more the need now
the need now is to chronicle new times by their own statutes not as fag-ends of the old ideas stand out bravely against the surrounding grey seeking their own order in what themselves proclaim fortresses no longer belong by right to an older day
i want to gather in my hands things i believe in not to be told that other rules prevail - there is a treading forward to be done of great excitement and people to be found who by the old laws should be little more than dead this enlightment
is cutting like spring into a bitter winter and there is this smashing of many concrete shells a dream with the cheek to be aggressive has assumed its own flesh and bone and will not put up with sleep as its prime condition - life out of death is exhumed
it's the other side is so disappointing no thanks leave it for now
(ii)
there follows a brief interlude in honour of mr vasko popa (the yugoslav poet who in a short visit to this country has stayed a long time) and it will not now take place
this game is called x no one else can play
when the game is over we have all joined in
those who have not been playing have to give in an ear
if you don't have an ear use one of those lying about
left over from the last time the game wasn't played
this game is not to do with ears shooting must be done from the heart
x sits in the middle of the ring - he has gone for a stroll up his left nostril
how can he seize a left-over ear and drag it under the ground
hands up if you have been shot from the heart x comes up in the middle of himself
in this way the game is over before it began and everyone willy-nilly
has had to go home before he could put a foot outside